I’m writing this from a library. Surprise, surprise, eh? However, in this case I’m not in the Ricardo Streb Biblioteca in hot and humid Nicaragua; I’m in the Bangor Public Library in cool and rainy Maine. I’m sitting at a desk in the library that I went to as a child and a teenager; I’m in my hometown.
I came back to Maine on July 18th, one day shy of a year from when I arrived in Nicaragua. I’ll be here until the end of October/early November when I’ll return to Leon and the library. I already miss my life there-my friends, working with the newly opened library, seeing the kids come in and just begin to understand what this will mean to them, and especially working everyday with our library staff.
Since my last post (I’m a bit embarrassed at how long ago it was) the library officially opened. We have had more and more furniture added and there is still more to come. Guillermo Morales, a Nicaraguan with extensive computer experience, has come out to help set up our computers and work with the staff on training. Once the wifi is setup (within the next week or so) he’ll be back to give required instruction classes to students and adults before they are allowed computer access. The grant for computer technology that we were awarded in June has gone towards buying Apple mac books and desk tops and we’ll be purchasing a projector soon. Guillermo has shown Lourdes how to use Google Docs to keep our catalog and it has made it much easier to share what titles we’ve acquired and allows multiple people to enter books at a time.
Tomasa has been working on daily art projects with kids who come back again and again to design cards, draw, and make masks. She’s also working with them on reading; she has them sit in a circle with a book and she’ll tap on the floor as they pass the book around-when she stops tapping whichever child who is holding the book reads a few sentences and then it starts again. It’s fun to watch and the kids really enjoy it, it gives them practice at reading aloud and shows them the fun in sharing stories.
Anubio has been teaching individual music classes in guitar and reading music as well as leading music games with kids after school. More music books and instruments are being sent to the library which is helping our program grow quickly. One of our favorite students (not that we have favorites…) is a nine-year-old named Mayeli. She is a voracious reader and at times she’ll try to read while also playing in a circle singing game-it’s rather impressive to watch.
Being back in the States has absolutely given me culture shock. I find myself struggling to return to this land of wealth and possessions after my time in a poverty stricken country. Going to the grocery store or out to eat has been a challenge as I can’t help but mentally calculate how what I’m spending on dinner and a beer equals out to in cordobas. When I hear people talk about a small house and realize they’re speaking about a building with multiple bathrooms and bedrooms as well as a kitchen and living room I find myself cringing as I think of the houses that many of my friends and co-workers live in. I’m trying hard to take a step back and set my judgements aside as I attempt to integrate back into the world I grew up in. In some ways the hardest part is that I’m enjoying this life-access to my car, to foods I couldn’t get, to the ease of travel and communication and to so much more. I also must remind myself to not get preachy with others and to remember that many people have never seen the poverty and lack of basic needs that I’ve spent a year living in. It will all take a lot of practice and patience.
I’m going to use my time here to volunteer in local libraries and gather ideas and projects from them. I’ll also be working on networking and hopefully establishing relationships that will support both libraries here and our library in Chacraseca. I think there are a myriad of benefits to everyone who would be involved. I’m also going to enjoy the cooler weather and my access to hiking and swimming, all things I’ve missed very much. Expect more updates as I continue my work in Nicaragua from my local libraries in Maine. Sharing information and bringing communities together is a large part of what a librarian should be doing (I think) and I intend to continue my efforts in those areas.